Oh, man...this is going to be hard but, I've been quite too long. Let me start this by saying that this thread is NOT a "goodbye" thread or anything of the sort. If you read it that way then...there you go.
You know when this forum started I was ELATED; I was meeting like minded people. I didn't have to hide my "weirdness" anymore. I've met many people who I now consider very good friends that I hope feel the same way, too.
However, lately it seems that there is so much anger directed at so many people for so many different reasons. There are a few people who feel it's their lifes duty to cut down the "Mods", which I am one, because they feel that we're up to no good. That I'm one of the one's "talking shit" or whatever the hell else you people think I'm up to. No, no one ever said I was but, I'm in the category so it includes me, too.
Long story short, I'm hurt. I'm hurt because you think so little of me when I've treated EVERYONE like gold. Uncle Asshole took a swipe at me because I posted about my illness to people I thought were concerned and at also at the people who cared and wanted to help. I'm sorry this forum isn't all about dead celebrities. Some people, like me, wanted to get to know my fellow hags, too. I'm not upwardly mobile. You people are the people I talk to. One attacker in particular has written me several PMs stating that "If there is ANYTHING I can do to help, let me know". There is....knock it off. The few people that are on the attack have taken something that was very special to me and many other people and shit all over it. Thank you. You got what you wanted....take my MOD place and "feel the love".
I'll post periodically and check what's new but, I'm pretty much done with it. Those who want to stay in touch, feel free..I'd love it. For those of you who just can't stop, you should be ashamed of yourselves.
I appreciate ALL of those who have written expressing concern..you are forever in what's left of my heart.
Again, NO, this is NOT a goodbye thread. It's a "I'm really heartsick by all the shitty behavior and it's driving people away, namely me".
I hope that ALL of the Buddhas blessings are bestowed upon you this coming year.