
Originally Posted by
TaupinJohn
Mammy, you're not alone... it's now "those people" -- you said what needed said, and I completely agree.
On the -- not sure which news story show it was featured on, but on the story.... did anyone else feel sorry for Derek's little brother? I mean it just seems... Well did they HAVE to say he was being "fussy" (he was an infant, wtf) and that's why she let her little boy walk that day? Why on earth would she say that, even if it were true? It's TV, he's gonna see it and damn.... doesn't he matter? Pissed me off.
Also: (I'm being "that person" as well, Mammy...) why is it that so many child abductions seem to happen "the first time we ever let him walk alone." Not saying they're big liars or anything, but it happens a lot. Etan Patz was one... a lot more, I know. Just... I mean maybe it was. Or maybe that's how they like to see it, because any other way would make the guilt unbearable. I get it. But man, if you watch these stories, 99.999% of a kid's lone journeys are just fine, it's that first step that ya gotta watch. Just an observation.
And I know it was a show about Derrick, so of course all we saw were family moments concerning him. But the brother... he just... I felt like maybe he's under the shadow of an older brother he can never outdo, never outshine, and never win the adoration from his parents they so obviously had/have for his brother. I felt bad for him... I may be wrong as hell, I know. But that was my take on it. That poor child. Yes, they lost a son, God knows I can't pretend that isn't a living nightmare. But they had another, and it just looked like... they were kinda losing him too. Hope he gets fantastic therapy and works through all that (right...) I doubt he will but I hope he does.
And yeah, what a beautiful child Derrick was, my God. Just... when I watched that I kind of asked myself if I could, under any circumstance, harm that child anything close to how Eric did, and it was so unfathomable. He was jealous, which was understandable: Derrick was a beautiful child with worlds to conquer... and that made him hate him enough to do that. Boggles the mind but there it is. That's some pretty strong hate for someone he didn't even know... I seriously wonder if that sort of thing just goes away. I just don't think it could, without extraordinary work, and Eric's had no kind of help... he's still the angry kid who hated a four-year-old enough to... to that. The fuck he's sorry. That's fine, but they're getting it right by keeping him there.... just a hunch.
And I got chills when that woman (on the featured story) said, "Eric doesn't like bananas!" Would've been terrified, child or no. And he's where he belongs, I think. Hate to say that but I get a vibe about him that's void of compassion or the capability to feel compassion. Stoic, unrepentant, and crazy as hell. Still. Not sure he had much of a chance at a great life given his genetic makeup, and I hate that for him, I do. I swear I see anger in his eyes when they show him... might be indifference, might be the glare from a lamp... but it looks like hatred to me. And it's chilling.